Ever get the impression that God is...alsleep? I do. With all this terriosts stuff that goes around I'm just wondering..."Why does God allow it to happen?". Like 9/11 why did God let all those people die? They did no harm and they were innocent. 2000 dead....Each of those people had at least 2 parents. 4000 ppl effected. 2000 people had at least 3 friends...6000 effected...3 friends has around 3 friends....see the number increases greatly soon 10 thousand ppl and over are effected. It just seems...too much death for one day? You know? But if God did allow that to happen for a reason I believe it's to unite America. I believe after 9/11 more people accepted others and what not but thats just my opinion from looking at the world. I just think God is asleep and I think this is a time when we need God. Not spiritually. I guess you cant see God but we need God here actually doing something to stop all thsee terroiosts. We need someone to wake him up. He needs to spring back into action!!! 3000 years of break its time God comes back to kick some butt man. Ok i g2g do math

...I could use...3000 years of vacation....

What makes me really ticked off at the President is his path against same sex marriage. I think it is wrong to make the constitution take away inviduals rights. To deny rights against someone is the complete opposite of what this country is about! To me it seems stupid that this is even an issue in this country. I mean if two people love each other so much that they want to make it a commitment they should be able to get married period, no discussion....I mean what's so strange of a gay person getting married? Because they say its only between a man and woman?? Is that what it's about? Man and woman? That is JUST like saying that because someone is a different race they can't get married, which we all know is stupid and wrong..So why isn't denying gays from marriage wrong? To me if you ask me there's only one race on the Earth. It's called...Humans. We are all humans. Just because the sun hits some of us humans in different areas and made darker skinned humans and lighter skinned humans doesn't ,in my opinion, make us different humans because we are infact made of the same things except for minds and such. We all got lungs right? We all got arms and legs? We also have hearts. So what's the difference?? There isn't one. Skin color is a childish way of catagoring humans. They say "Don't judge a book by it's cover" but we as humans do and it tears us apart. The other day I heard this being discussed on NPR (National Public Radio) and an arguement that a guy made who opposes same sex marriages was "Gay people can not stay together and if we allow this  there will be more 3 times more divorce cases in the US". What kind of arguement is that!? There are divorces among straight people and so what if the divorce rate goes up? It does not matter at all and if that's your arguement to ban same sex marriage then you should be ashamed of yourself. And then they talk about "Well the fathers of our constitution thought marriage should be between a man and woman so it should be between a man and a woman." Well look here that was well over a 100 years ago. In that time period that might have been true so thats how they thought but now we think differently. You know what else existed over a 100 years ago? Slavery! The nation back then thought slavery should be allowed but in the end we later found it wrong and then we fought for the end of slavery. So to say that because the fathers of the constitution thought one way back then is stupid to say thats how we should act today. People also argue that the bible says it's between a man and woman. And how if  you allow same sex marriage you are anti christian...The constitution also secures a thing called "Seperation between CHURCH and STATE". Not everyone in this country is a Christian. For example....Me. I was Christan and then I became adopted and I've been Jewish ever since. Yet even if I was Christian I still would support gay marriage. The way the media frames it and the same protesters frame it is that you must follow the bible. It makes it seem like that this country is a Christian country only which is totally not the case. I'm not against Christians or anyone I'm just saying that Senators or poliicians who say its against the bible to have same sex marriage and  thats why we as a country  should not allow same sex marriage need to be open their eyes and understand that this country is also made up of other religions and not everyone even follows the bible so that is a stupid arguement in my opinion. To be honest with you I think that

Race-Sex-Religion

are the three most destructive groups we have. They stop us from being able to function. If we just learn to accept like this country was built to then we could function but because some ignorant people are against one of those three groups we are a disabled country. Not asking for people to get rid of

Race-Sex-Religion.

I'm asking for us to accept

Race-Sex-Religion

Maybe if we open our eyes we can actually live and survive.

I waited all of Friday for you....all of Saturday for you...and all of today for you....im a patient person but now i just want to slam my fist down and shout....Grrrrrrrr just cause someone  treats you a certain way dont mean you have to do it to me. UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Well OK!!!!! OK!!!!!!!!!!! Dont compain to me when you say Someone doesnt talk to you. Because frankly.....YOU dont talk to me. I feel like I dont even know who the heck you are now. And it ticks me off more than anything. I have tried everything and you just sign off in front of my face. Well am I annoying you?? Is wanting to have a normal convo and see how you are doing annoying??? sry for caring about you...it would be more effective if I cared for a tree! I'd be better off talking to the wall...and you know what? that doesnt make me feel so good.....ugh......   WELL HECK!!!!!!! You used to know me like a book! You knew when I felt bad or sad and that was before this xanga!...Now it seems i am just another bump in the road! You know you make me feel real alive inside but sometimes you just shoot me down.

Ok so im back. I was thinking...How does one dream? Is it fantasy that you unconciously think? Or is it...uncontrollable and based about things that happened in that day or something that has been effecting you on a long term basis? And anyways im going to play some SC with some TS regulars. See you later.

School in 2 days...:-\

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